Thursday, October 29, 2009

我以为

我以为你是开心的
我以为你会想我
我以为你是真的爱我
我以为你是认真的
我以为你只是工作忙
我以为你心情不好
我以为你只是想专心做工
我以为你会回心转意
我以为只要耐心等你你就会回来
我以为你会感动
我以为自己已经想通了
我以为自己已经忘记你了
我以为自己已经放下你了
我以为自己不会再为你哭

我以为 我以为 我以为


所有的东西都是我以为而已
你根本就不在乎
我从来就没想过现在这样你会变的更开心
对不起
我还是很介意你的答案
我叫阿豪问你的问题你答了
答案是:朋友的爱
什么是朋友的爱我不明白

也许现在的你真的只爱工作吧
等你工作好了你会想起我吗
不会吧
我知道答案了
放手了是我说的我可以当作没有说过吗
我真的不想放手
我真的不想这个生日一个人过
i hope my birthday will no lonely
i so scare tis feeling
have hu wan celebrate v me??
hoho^^

Friday, October 23, 2009

第10天

上个星期二【13/10】是我们分手的日子
到现在已经有10天了
在这10天里你有3天没理我了
打给你不接信息你不回
我知道你的用意想我忘记你嘛我很清楚
所以我也试着不再想你不再找你
让我的生活回到原点
这几天一直强逼自己去做不喜欢的事真的很难受的
但是我真的很想改掉想你的习惯只因为我不想你讨厌我
我已经几天没有因为你而哭了
我知道也许放开手你和我都会开心点
不再勉强你一定要回来了我只想静静的等
你已经习惯了没有我的陪伴我也要开始习惯了
因为你的离开已经是事实
无论我再不开心再不舍得都已经没有用了
事实不会因为我的想法而改变


“能和你再一次一起”
的这个梦就当作是我在想你的时候做的唯一一件事吧
打扰你真的很对不起
那天看到部落格的留言板有人骂我的时候
真的好想告诉你但是我可以以什么身份告诉你呢
好友? 前度女友? 还是普通朋友?
看到有人帮我的时候我真的很希望那个人是你
但是我知道不可能因为我知道你不会再看我的部落格
也不会再想知道我的事
也许我们之间真的是我爱你多过你爱我吧


在我写这些东西的时候我哭了
这是我最后一次为你哭
我知道你已经不再爱我不再想我
你的无情和冷漠我真的感觉到就像从来都没认识过一样
再多的对不起也不能再挽回什么
我只想轻轻地告诉你“我爱你”
爱上你我真的不后悔
在我的回忆里没有不开心的事
最伤心的还是你的离开
但是我知道是时候该醒了



Gv Hong Zai:
take care urself
Sorry
disturb u many time
i will try to put u down

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

my lut ji mui

Name: Weniko 【Haft LuT】
AgE:16 【same age with me】
Leng lui leh



Name: hakkai 【A LuT】
AgE:17
Yeng leh


NamE: SiharM 【Stupid Lut】
Age:17oso
Leng zai leh

best de ji mui
QQ oso
sum time sot sot lar
but always teman me when i sad o
LovE U all
muackz... muackz...muackz...

Monday, October 19, 2009

last dating...




thx very much...
dun worry
i'm fine...

Friday, October 16, 2009

i dun wan tis life...

i dun wan the life without u
i hate tis life
i hv many thing wan to ask u
got hu can help me ask???

u still love me???
we still hv chance together???
i wait u will let u hate me anot???
tis is the question i wan to ask u
now i dun noe how to ask u
becoz i scare to hear ur answer

Hong Zai i reli love u so much
i can change all the thing u dun like be the 100% gf u like
i noe i so like cry n always think too much
but i oso worry u oni ar
if u dun like i change lo
Y u still wan leave me alone???
u 4get all the thing u say to me wat the thing u do 4 me
but i still remenber

sori disturd u again
but i reli cant act u like normal friend
friend is no same like couple
i love u like my hubby no a boyfren

Sori i still love u
i will always love u so

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Soli gor and bro...

2day oso no mood...
at bas diam diam...
go yamcha diam diam...
in skul diam diam...

My fren ask me wat thing oso
"en" "o" " ar" smile smile oni lo
sien at skul but i dun wan out
i scare go out now at outside i c many thing let mi think of u
my heart so confusion

Yesterday i col u
u say u so tired wan slp le
tat time my stomach so pain
i ady all day no eat le when i eat will vomit
now i so hungry but i dun wan eat
after i eat i will vomit than y i nid to eat leh
a gor say me sudah sot liao
i tell a gor the time u leave me i ady sot le

2 day at skul
My Gor=Eason pujuk me
tell me unlucky de thing will over
dun think to much nid be hapi
but i reli cant be hapi now
Soli Gor
i cant do it now
i very miss he


2day my uncle on de radio
i hear the song make me cry and make me scare again
the song is u most like "i know u want me"
be4 i hear tis song i was hapi
becoz tis is de calling tone u using evry time i call u oso will hear the song
but now i so scare to hear is song
the song will make me miss u so much
my best fren=jun lok hug me
pujuk me no cry to much later no leng liao
i scold he : no leng no leng lo
leng oso no use ar no ppl wan me ady
wan leng 4 wat

Soli ar Jun Lok
i reli no mood ar next time belanja u smoke lo
dun angry me o...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Sori so much...

I reli cant put u down
I so miss u
I noe u dun wan i waste my time to wait u
but i still cant put u down
when i hear u call me find ater boy will better than u
my heart was very pain
until now i oso cant accept
My eyes is so pain
My heart is so pain

SorI
i reli dun wan u hate me but i still love u
so i will try to be strong no be weak anymore
i wont find ater ppl to replace u
no ppl can replace u in my heart
my heart no place ady
i dun noe u still love me anot but i will wait u
wait u love me again
becoz i reli reli love u so much


I hate my single world
I hate my single world
I hate my single world


I miSs U

I miSs U
I miSs U


I L♥vE U

I LvE U
I LvE U